antara minda dan hati

aku cinta kan dia
aku ingin bersamanya
hatiku menjerit pergi
mindaku menjerit jangan!
antara kata hati dan minda
mana yang harus kuturuti??
mana yang harus kuikuti??
adakah aku insan hina
kerana tidak mampu menolaknya
kerana aku inginkannya
sesungguhnya aku terlalu menyanyangi dan mencintainya!!!
aku hanya mahukan dia....

Goodbye

Fly,fly,fly..i'm going to fly..but without a wing can i fly far into the sky?as u not there when i need you by myside..so..how could i fly??without u,i cannot be an angle anymore because i cannot fly..fly,fly,fly..please bring back my wing,so i can fly..higher..higher..upper into the sky..please come back to bring back the smile..and throw away the cry..Please..bring back the moment that i can fly..be always by myside..and..never ever say goodbye!

Jawapan Buat 'Mr. N' dr Prof. Love

salam..

terima kasih kerana sudi berkongsi masalah kamu di sini.. erm.. saya akan cuba berkongsi pendapat sy.. tetapi sy hanya insan biasa.. y baik dan sempurna hanya datang daripada YANG MAHA ESA.

Bagi seorang wanita.. teman lelaki adalah segala-galanya. Itulah sesuatu perkara y sering terjadi dan hakikat bg wanita. Even kawan baik dia sndiri dia sanggup ketepikan.. Bila mereka telah jatuh cinta.. mereka terlalu cinta. Sukar untuk mereka lupakan.. walaupun hati mereka sering di sakiti.. mudah terguris.. tp.. cinta tetap sentiasa ada.. tetapi.. mcm mana pun.. kesabaran manusia ada batas nya.. itu perlu di terima.. utk soalan pertama kamu.. apa y ada dlm pikiran seorang wanita? erm.. pikiran wanita sgt diperngaruhi oleh keadaan sekeliling. Kawan-kawan.. keluarga.. masyarakat.. jadi.. sukar utk diperkataan.. apa y mereka fikirkan sebenarnya.. y pasti setiap keputusan mereka.. sering kali di pengaruhi oleh orang-orang sekeliling dia. Masa utk dia cool down.. bergantung pada betapa besar masalah itu dan semudah mana hati mereka lembut semula.

Apa y perlu kamu lakukan?? Jangan sesekali tinggalkan dia! Jangan biarkan sehari pun berlalu tanpa kamu wujud dalam kehidupan dia.. kerana bimbang cinta lain merapati dia. Waktu begini.. mereka mudah terlarut dgn cinta y baru dan lebih seakan suci daripada cinta kamu (menurut mata wanita kerana waktu itu sedang marah).. Setiap hari.. cuba lakukan sesuatu.. beri hadiah.. beri bunga.. kalau boleh setiap hari.. utk menunjukkn kesungguhan kamu. Mungkin cara ini nampak kolot bg kamu... tp bagi seorang wanita.. mereka pasti akan tersentuh dgn apa y kamu lakukan ini. Buang sedikit keegoaan kamu.. cuba kejar dia.. mungkin dia akan rasa rimas seketika.. tp cuma kamu nyatakan pada dia.. beri kamu peluang kerna kamu benar-benar ingin berubah.. demi dia.. demi cinta kamu dan dia..

Adakah dia masih menyintai kamu?? itu bergantung kepada apa y kamu lakukan sehingga dia begitu marah terhadap kamu. Apa y menyebabkan pergaduhan dan perpisahan terjadi antara kamu berdua?? Mungkin selama ini dia telah sering memendam rasa.. dan akhirnya dia tidak dpt menanggung lagi.. semua itu hanya dia y tahu.. y pasti.. cuba la sentiasa pastikan, tiada cinta cuba menghampiri dia dlm saat2 begini..

Dia akan sentiasa terkenangkan cinta lamanya.. dia akan sering.. perempuan y pernah bercinta.. dia akan sering teringatkan pasangannnya dulu.. wlaupun apa y telah di lakukan terhadap dia.. itulah kelemahan terbesar wanita.......

Harapan???????????????? SENTIASA ADA! hanya bergantung pada usaha kamu sahaja! jadi.. jika kamu benar-benar cintakan dia.. buktikan sepenuh hati kamu.. jgn pernah jemu mengejar impian kamu.. semoga berjaya.. Sy menanti berita daripada kamu lagi.... ;-)

Sekadar Berkongsi,

Professor Love

Masalah Daripada Mr. N

Salam,

I am sorry that I will need to explain my situation in English because I feel it is shorter and simpler than Malay that I write, or else my email will become a solid, publishable novel.
Here is my situation. Before that, you can call me Mr. N.

I had been with so many girls in my life that I could not count how many. Until I met her, a young lady with fresh spirit and all that i need in a girlfriend and wife.
And a couple of weeks ago she left.

It was my mistake for being such a hot-headed and out of control sometimes. Sometimes I cursed and do a lot of damage to things around me, but not to an extend that I hit her.

Professor,
Since she left I finally took a step to finally change for the better me. I took an RM1400.00 course of anger management (my salary is only RM1500.00 a month currently) and I slowly change. Surprisingly, I did not even let out even a single curse or being angry since the day I took myself into the course.

I bought a few books in making up to an ex, and most of them said not to contact the ex at least in a 30-days period, which I currently am doing now. In the meantime I pray and I ask from God for forgiveness and et cetera. Some of this books even cost me hundreds of Ringgit but I am willing to take an effort.

I don't want to back off just like that. It has been 24 years I have been searching for the one that perfects me, and now because of the imperfect me, she finally couldn't take it anymore and left. I don't want to go through again the tiring process of getting to know someone and everything. I'm done with it.

I am in the state of willing to do anything, since many told me that Allah has all the ability to change taqdir, or fate. The only fate that you cannot change is that you will one day die, but He can change the time of when you die as instantly as long as you ask for it. Kalau tidak, takdelah doa panjang umur kan?

So please advise me. She is in deep fury because I screwed up not only to her but also her friends and family. I had been thinking deep, and I'd say it is not the time to give up yet. It is just that she was very pissed and I still think she still is, and she has this mountaineous ego that sometimes exceeds mine. Now I am not in a position where i can contact her or anyone close to her; her siblings kind of hate me, her parents are somewhat upset with me, her friends too, and even her mom told me to stay away from her.
But I will never give up. I will never give up.

I would like to ask these questions:
1. what is in the mind of a lady who is damn angry at her ex, and how long generally does it take to cool her down?2. what do i do in the mean time of her cooling down period?3. She still loves me, or she's done with it, generally speaking?4. Will a woman be nostalgic and miss her bf no matter how damn pissed she is at him?5. Is there still hope?

You may ask me questions all you want. I'm sorry I don't have anything to offer. I am not here to pour out my feelings, but to seek advices in making this up once again. Please help me, and for that I thank you very much.

Best Regards,
Mr. N

Dia

Dia...
Kini..Dairi harianku kosong tidak berisi..

Ku tidak tahu kenapa ini terjadi..
Yang pasti,aku tidak pasti!
Apa perasaan ku terhadpa dia kini..
Cinta ku seakan semakin sepi..
Adakah cintaku terhadap dia tidak abadi??
Tidak!

Aku akan menyintai dia sampai mati!
Cuma..perasaan rindu ku terhadap dia semakin hilang kini..
Pudar..suram..seiring dengan peredaran masa yang berlari!

Dia..

Terasa ingin ku kembali..

Sewaktu aku da dia bersama..

Dunia ini umpama milik aku dan dia sahaja!

Bahagianya aku dan dia berdua

Sukar untuk digambar

Rasa gembira!

Dia..

Perasaan ku makin hilang..

Adakah dia pun begitu?

Sudah melupakan ku?

Aku tidak tahu berapa lama lagi mampu ku bertahan..

Mempertahankan rindu yang semakin melayang..

Memperkukuhkan kasih y semakin hilang..

Dia,..maaf..

Andai kata ku melupakanmu..

Suatu masa nanti..